Saturday, April 19, 2008

Say Something Saturday - Take 4

This week's assignment is as follows:

What are you saying goodbye to? What would you LIKE to send away from your self forever? What single thing do you have that's holding you back?

Write as much or as little as you like. Get personal. Or keep it on a superficial level.


Well, first and foremost, I want to send a ton of weight away from myself. I'm too big. I know it and everyone who can see knows it except for blessed Mom #2.

Secondly, I'd like to send all self-doubt away from myself. I get pretty good ideas from time to time, but after sitting and thinking over them, I remind myself how impractical they are; how difficult they would be to pull off; and how I'm just not the person to perform this specific adventure. I really need to stop that, because I'm good enough, I'm smart enough, and gosh darn it people like me (Sorry, I LOVE Saturday Night Live).

Finally, I wish I would send indecisiveness away from myself. I cannot make a decision unless I mull it over for at least several hours, usually days and even weeks. It doesn't matter how small the decision is, I always have to think it over. Red or blue, paper or plastic, today or tomorrow . . . I don't know! Let me think about it. It pisses Mom #2 off and as I get older, it pisses me off too.

And those are the things I would send away from myself. If anyone needs any of these things, please feel free to take as much or as little as you need. It's all free for the taking.


Sorry to keep it so short this week. We JUST finished an all day birthday party for Baby Boy and I am wiped out. As soon as I get up tomorrow, I'll get the photos uploaded and show you all the fun we had.

Until next time . . .


kitten said...

I like honest! And girl you was that. Very good post. My hats off to you! I guess I'm not the only one that has some of these feelings that need to done away with.
Can't wait to see your pics of BB's birthday.
Hope You have a wonderful week end!

SabrinaT said...

I also have the self doubt, and indecisive thing going on. It is enough to make me crazy.
Can't wait to see the pictures!!!!

Ami said...

I think we all have those feelings. It's just hard to talk about them.. at least it is for me. Like showing your wounds to people, which my mom taught me is impolite.

I think it helps when you have support from people.. even internet wackos. (yes, I admit it. I'm a wacko.)

Looking forward to the pics.

Holly said...

Good post. Hope you had a great party!

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